Um yeah.

If I had to choose pet peeve of mine, it'd be the fact that I hate being on bad terms with people. As this next week fastly approaches, I just can't stand to be on bad terms with people that I care about. I HATE IT. Tomorrow isn't promised, I mean who would've thought that Ed wouldn't be here today. Not me.

I'm going to be an emotional wreck this next week and a half probably, because I'm realizing more every day how precious life is.

and even though I cry like crazy, even though it hurts so bad, I'm thankful for the time God gave me, even though we couldn't make it last, I'm learning how to live without you, even though I don't want to and even with you gone: Love lives on.

So if I'm at odds with anyone, I would like to talk and work it out. I don't want to have to live with being on bad terms with someone.

I love you guys.

I'm in love with this song:

Your Love is Strong

Jon Foreman

Heavenly Father
You always amaze me
Let your kingdom come
In my world and in my life
You give me the food I need
To live through the day
And forgive me as I forgive
The people that wronged me
Lead me far from temptation
Deliver me from the evil one

I look out the window
The birds are composing
Not a note is out of tune
Or out of place
I look at the meadow
And stare at the flowers
Better dressed than any girl
On her wedding day

So why do I worry?
Why do I freak out?
God knows what I need
You know what I need

Your love is
Your love is
Your love is strong

The kingdom of the heavens
Is now advancing
Invade my heart
Invade this broken town
The kingdom of the heavens
Is buried treasure
Will you sell yourself
To buy the one you've found?

Two things you told me
That you are strong
And you love me
Yes, you love me

Your love is
Your love is
Your love is strong

Our God in heaven
Hallowed be
Thy name above all names
Your kingdom come
Your will be done
On earth as it is in heaven
Give us today our daily bread
Forgive us wicked sinners
Lead us far away from our vices
And deliver us from these prisons