Tuesday, October 27, 2009

just one of those days

I just wanna cry myself to sleep.

Nothing is coming together I feel like for AFTERdark. I wanted something so bad to happen and I just don't think it is, and I've just been praying to God about it and I just don't want the glory for anything I want him to have it but I really wanted this thing to work out and it's not and I'm kind of bummed.

Also, it's been like almost 3 months since i've seen my best friend, I wanna cry. and we barely have time to talk to each other, i just don't know what this means.

I'm going to bed now, I'm holding signs all morning.

love you guys.

“For, "All men are like grass, and all their glory is like the flowers of the field; the grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of the Lord stands forever." And this is the word that was preached to you.”-1 Peter 1:24-25

Thursday, October 22, 2009

New found Pet Peeve

When people cancel plans on you less than 24 hours before they were scheduled to happen. Oh and without an explanation.

Seriously?

We talked LAST NIGHT about tomorrow and then today "I actually can't come, sorry." That's all I get? Then I say "have a good weekend ttyl." thinking they would be like well this is why, I'm sorry. NO NOT AT ALL. "You too ttyl." REALLY?! Like I'm not good enough for an explanation?

Like I changed my Friday night plans to accommodate this person so we could hang out and stuff. And we are supposed to hang out Saturday night too, doubt that'll happen. I'm super frustrated and today has just sucked and I want to cry.

I had 3 classes today all of which I had a test in. And the last 2 tests were extremely hard. Like I walked out almost crying.

And then to have this on top of it all? I'm upset and frustrated. Like this person was who I was counting on to go to my friends ring dunk so I don't have to go alone. Really? Now I don't wanna go.

I'm about to just cry myself to sleep (Sounds so emo like, but seriously.)

Ugh.

So please next time you make plans with someone at least explain why you have to cancel, or better yet DON'T CANCEL at all. Like especially if people go out of their way to clear their schedule.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Who is Second?

So the UT vs. OU game is this weekend and in conjunction with that the ministry iamsecond.com Sam Bradford and Colt McCoy did some videos...and they are remarkable men of the Lord.

Colt McCoy, UT's QB and a high contender in the Heisman Race, is an amazing man of the Lord. In his video he talks about success and that the world measures it so differently than than success with Christ. God is first, everything else is second.

What is success? To the world, it involves winning, Heisman Trophies, All Americans, getting paid and making it to the NFL. "For me, I'm successful because I have Jesus Christ living inside of me," says Colt McCoy, starting quarterback for the University of Texas.

Here's the video:



Sam Bradford, winner from last year, is another amazing man of the Lord. He talks about how the Lord has given him his talent and without him he wouldn't be on the football field.

"The minute you start to think that you're first and your plans matter more than God's is the minute your life starts to go the wrong way." Oklahoma University's starting quarterback, Sam Bradford

The video:



The two of them together:

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Best Skit Idea

I have the best skit idea for my small group for this weekend.

I'm pretty excited about sharing it with Catie tomorrow then our girls.

Over and out.

Another week.

The weekend went by entirely too fast. It was a great weekend, nonetheless. I mean minus Consol losing, the Ags losing. It was still a good weekend.

Friday: Worked all day, had two appointments, then went with my family to Belton to see the Consol vs. Belton game but what was more important was I met up with Steven after the game. :) It was good to see him, and I'll see him again on Halloween! :)

Saturday: Woke up entirely too early, headed to all the game day activities up on campus. I then met up with my Phi Lamb sisters to go to the game with them! :) It was so fun. The Ags stayed in the game the whole time, then OSU just kind of won. We then all went to Rudy's to eat. Me, being the baller I am, got all of my food for free. I just love the fact that people who work there now still know who I am. word. Then I went home and rested. Then Valorie and I decided to have a girls night out, and it was nothing short of amazing! :) Saw the movie "Love Happens" it was really good. I cried, but I cry in every movie. hehe.

Sunday: Went to church this morning, came home and ate, then slept til like 8:30 tonight. I was so tired.

This weekend was fabulous!

Now onto school this week..bleh!

Love you! :)

Kassie

Friday, October 9, 2009

Oh Hey Friday.

Friday. Payday. Rainday. See Steven day. FABULOUS FRIDAY!! :)

I wake up the sound of rain falling....part of me wants to sleep in all day, but then I remember that today is going to be a GREAT day! :)

First of all, I wake up with money in the bank...whoop. Secondly, I love coming to my job. Thirdly, I am going to Belton tonight to watch the Consol/Belton game and I get to see Steven. Also, tomorrow the Ags are home. WHOOP!

So I want to explain the title of my blog, because it sounds simple but I feel like explaining.

Living: living a life holy and pleasing to the Lord.
Loving: We are called to love, it's our duty as Christians.
Serving: Serving others is part of our duty as Christians as well, it's a way to show love to others.

It's 3 simple things that sometimes we forget we are called to do, so this is just a friendly reminder of our purpose in this world. :)

Apparently Steven says I'm being a butt..haha. he's being a butt too! He's great, and I really hope I see him tonight...if I don't, I'll be pretty upset. Not gonna lie.

Anyways, the rain is nice and makes me wanna go to sleep. haha :)

I love you guys!

Kassie

“It is the LORD your God you must follow, and him you must revere. Keep his commands and obey him; serve him and hold fast to him.”- Deuteronomy 13:4

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Heart of Worship

When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship,
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus


This is the cry of my heart for this week.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Mediocre Monday.

So today was just a mediocre Monday. Class was bleh today, I hate history. The weather matched my mood. I was just meh today.

I met my Covenant group tonight and I think we all bonded tonight. We shared our testimonies and we all share something I Feel like. God's so good.

Do you ever feel like people just don't understand how much you love them and look up to them and cherish them as a friend? That's how I feel a lot of the time. Everyone in my life, they mean so much to me and I wouldn't be the person I am today without them.

I'm so excited about Friday night. <3
Just gonna pray!

Love you guys!

Kassie

"Trust in the LORD forever, for the LORD, the LORD, is the Rock eternal." Isaiah 26:4

Saturday, October 3, 2009

3:30AM

I've been awake entirely too long.

Tonight was a good night. After work I went and got my nails done, yay. Went home and got ready, then went to the Consol-Bryan Game at Kyle Field.

The game was a good game, back and forth the whole time. Lots of turnovers, and stupid plays. But in the end Consol won, for the 5th year in a row, 43-33. WHOOP!!! :)

In the process I had been emailing the election commissioner about some things, and he really made me upset. I am livid about a situation but it's a long long story. He basically told me I won't get my point across, and won't change things. He's wrong, I'm stubborn, loud and will get my way. I've already started and have people on my side. It'll be an interesting week, to say the least.

I'm finally free of tests/quizzes/speeches this week. I just have to research and write my Informative Speech, over the BCS and how the teams are ranked, and how they decide who goes to the national championship. I'm excited. I wrote about it all summer in my English class and did really well. whoop!

I am going to the Cowboys Stadium in a few short hours....I'M SO FREAKIN' STOKED. OMG!! AHHH!! :)

Some rambling thoughts of mine..
I feel like sometimes I care too much about things. I don't know, I just hate making people upset or being on bad terms with people.

I'm just trying so hard to stay positive, but sometimes I feel like I'm doing it alone. But I know God's on my side, I just have to trust.

I can do this. I know I can.




Thursday, October 1, 2009

New Things!

Who doesn't like the smell and look of something brand new? One of my favorite smells in the whole wide world...New Car Smell. There's just something about it that I love. This weekend I'll get to experience something new....the New Cowboys Stadium.

With Christ we get a new day each day we are alive, and we should use that for His glory and His name. God is teaching me so much lately and it's amazing.

I'm so excited about going to Dallas this weekend! :) I see Steven in a week, I'm super excited, I haven't seen him in foreverr! :) I already asked him to Date party...I'm stoked! He's a great guy! :) Also he's coming to the last 3 home games with me? I think...yeah 3. I'm so excited :)

Anyways I gotta read some!

Love you! :)