I just don't even know...

I am just udderly stressed and upset with everything. Do you ever just feel like you're having things go your way for awhile but you know something bad is going to happen? Well here's that bad stuff happening at once. My head and heart just hurt. I just don't know where to even go anymore. I just feel completely lost.

Do you remember being a kid and going to get an ice cream at McDonald's made you the happiest kid in the world? I just want to feel like that again...

This world we live in is messy, and stressful. I don't feel like I'm ever not stressed and it weighs on you. Everyone has problems but I just feel like I can't catch a break. I know, I know, it'll come around, but damn I get tired of hearing that.

I'm just lost, and I need to do some serious soul-searching.. Who knows..

Steady my Heart by Kari Jobe

Wish it could be easy
Why is life so messy
Why is pain a part of us
There are days I feel like
Nothing ever goes right
Sometimes it just hurts so much

But You're here
You're real
I know I can trust You

Even when it hurts
Even when it's hard
Even when it all just falls apart
I will run to You
Cause I know that You are
Lover of my soul
Healer of my scars
You steady my heart