Taylor Swift

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and make it all right
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I’d go back to December all the time

I downloaded some of her leaked copies, and they are amazing. Her new album will be phenomenal. She's matured a lot! I relate to most of her songs these days..

Fight Another Day!

I saw Addison Road in concert a few weeks ago with Tenth Avenue North (AMAZING btw) and I heard this song, and it's sooo good!

Fight Another Day: Addison Road

Your broken dreams,

Your crazy schemes,

They always let you down.

The things we chase,

A hopeless race,

You're breathless, off the ground.

From soaring highs to crash-and-dies,

A peace yet to be found.

But you could spend a lifetime running.

You could spend a lifetime running.

And do you feel the fire when the flame gets hot?

Are you living every day like it's the last you got?

Will you step aside when it all falls down,

And watch it burn away?

Have a little faith when the walls cave in,

Pray for strength to fly against the wind.

Will you walk away when the fire gets hot,

Or fight another

Another day, yeah.

Another day, yeah.

Your fractured heart,

Your disregard,

It leaves you frozen still.

A slow withdrawal

From it all

That keeps you unfulfilled.

will you spend a lifetime running?

Cause you could spend a lifetime running!

And do you feel the fire when the flame gets hot?

Are you living every day like it's the last you got?

Will you step aside when it all falls down,

And watch it burn away?

Have a little faith when the walls cave in,

Pray for strength to fly against the wind.

Will you walk away when the fire gets hot,

Or fight another

Another day, yeah.

Another day, yeah.

Even when your heart's been broken,

He'll be there with arms wide open.

Be strong and his love will lead you to fight another day!

keep your head to the sun cause it's shining

keep your head to the sky cause it's shining

I absolutely love the words and meaning in this song. It's kind of been my season song right now, because only through Christ can I fight another day, and it's nice to know that he'll be there more than anyone!

I really have come to love music so much lately. It's such an amazing outlet for me.

Going to Waco tomorrow, to their version of Breakaway to do some TobyMac promotions!

Just updated my Taylor Swift song collection..I'm obsessed. :)

Mannn. This weekend: AMAZING!!

Rock the Republic, a 3 day music fest in Downtown Bryan, was amazing. I had so much fun!

How are you lovelies?

Forgive.

Tonight was a very interesting night.

I did some things, and ended up going to the Student Senate meeting for the last hour. When I got there, I had a heavy heart. I didn't know why. Then I saw an old friend who is still really bitter and unforgiving towards me over something that happened awhile ago, that didn't really involve him, but that's not the point. I have apologized, over and over, and he just doesn't want to forgive me. He is apparently a Christian, but not forgiving someone when they ask for it, just isn't very Christian-like. I'm not saying I'm perfect, because I've failed at this a lot. But I feel it's something I want to strive to work on.

In Matthew 6 it talks about how we need to forgive others..

"For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins..."

Ouch.

Basically if we don't forgive others, God won't forgive us.

There's a few people I need to ask forgiveness from, and I hope they give me it. But all we can do is apologize and ask for it right?

I really need the Lord's guidance on what to do in a few situations, and I'm so impatient. I just want to fix everything on my own, but I know I can't. I'm finally becoming okay with that.

Tonight on the drive home, I broke down and am trusting in God with a friendship or two that I value so much.

All things work together for HIS good, not mine. I fail to realize that so often.

I had a really good conversation with Camille today, and this whole KSBJ promotions thing has been such a blessing. SUCH A BLESSING. More so than I ever expected it to be. I praise him for his goodness!

I'm struggling with some things, and I'm just trusting in him..

Pray for me? Also, pray that my ankle get healed...(I fell off my bed, yes you read right. You can laugh, it's sprained pretty bad...)

Thank you for being a blessing in my life if you didn't know you are.

Me and heyzus are going to have some bff time tonight.. :)

Grace and peace,

200!!!

This is my 200th post.

I don't know how to celebrate.

But I have a question.

What's something, or a few things that make you so mad you want to punch something?

For me it's people who don't use their blinkers when they switch lanes, then get all pissy at you for not letting them in/cutting them off. REALLY?!

Or people at a restaurant that don't know what they want when they've been looking at the menu for an hour. Seriously?

When I have a bad hair day. It just doesn't work out how it's supposed to. UGH!

Your turn~

Love ya!

They just flow...

Tears that is.

I find myself an emotional wreck today. Why? Roadtripping like this brings back so many memories of good times within a good friendship.

It's weird to see how different everyone is these days. Where everyone is in life. I've ran into a few people I went to HS with in the last week, and it's just weird. We're all in such drastically different places. Somedays I miss high school. The simplicity, the knowing that there's really no body to impress after your first day of your freshman year because everyone has known you your whole life.

Now I feel like we're all in this game to prove to each other that we're doing better than the other person. Everyone always asks me when I see someone from high school, "How's school? How's life? You working?"

It's like if you say school is terrible, they'll be like ha. If you say good, they'll be like oh me too. Or if you say I'm not in school right now they'll be like awesome, she sucks at life; but of course not like that to your face.

Sometimes you see those people and you put on the fake smile, the fake school's going great, the fake life is fabulous because you don't want them to judge you...

...if only they knew...

It's like we all have these expectations.

Frankly, I'm tired of them. So what if I'm not in school, so what if I go to Northgate, so what if I'm not friends with someone anymore.

Who gives a damn? It's my life, right?

But then, sometimes, I miss us all pretty much being equal, sophomore year of high school we just floated, we weren't worrying about colleges, but we were worrying about beating Bryan.

Things are so different, and I can't decide in what way it's good and what way it's bad.

Oh high school, what a curse you are on our lives.

How have you changed? Do you look back and ask yourself who the hell was that in HS? Or do you look back and miss that person?

Sometimes, I miss the Kassie I was in high school. The pretty Kassie, the non-drinking Kassie, the one who pretty much wasn't a loner.

oh life.

Hope you are having a good weekend!

Blessings from DFW,