I'm tired

It's like when things get good in my life I think, they just end up crashing right in front of me.

I am such a positive person, and so happy 90% of the time, I just for once would like that happiness to be completely honestly truth. I just want to be completely comfortable in my own skin. Is that so hard to ask?

It's like all my friends are fucking gorgeous, and when I like a guy they steal them away or something happens and I just don't feel good enough. UGH. I've been working out and working on myself, like what else is there to do?

I just don't know. I was so happy last week. I just want to be happy 24/7 for longer than a week. that's all.

UGH.

I'm going to bed.

Be blessed this weekend.

I'm going to follow this quote, and remember for it every time I get depressed/upset.

People are unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered.
Love them anyway. If you do good, people may accuse
you of selfish motives. Do good anyway. If you are
successful, you may win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway. The good you do today may be
forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and
transparency make you vulnerable. Be honest and
transparent anyway. What you spend years building
may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People
who really want help may attack you if you help them.
Help them anyway. Give the world the best you have
and you may get hurt. Give the world your best anyway.
+ + Mother Teresa