Wednesday, July 21, 2010

If You Really Knew Me..

You'd know I don't have my life together, or even close to being figured out.

MTV finally has created a very powerful show. "If You Really Knew Me."
ifyoureallyknewme.mtv.com

The show is about Challenge Day and the show changed me somehow.

It's a powerful show, and I encourage you to watch it. If you aren't crying, you need to watch it again.

It's an amazing show.

Thanks for doing something right, MTV.
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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

I'm okay?

I've made several life altering decisions this week.

For one-I'm taking the fall off from school to have a semester of self-discovery. I know that sounds ridiculous, but honestly I need it. I have no idea what I want to do anymore. I'm constantly changing my mind. I want to get back in tune with myself, and just catch up with life.

Secondly, if I go back to school I don't know that it'll be at TAMU. I'm thinking of going to SHSU and getting my marketing degree, but alas I don't know what I want to do. So after I figure that out, I'll be able to know so much more.

Thirdly, someone I used to be close with, well we're friends but not like we used to. And I'm okay with this. I hate losing friends, but I'm starting to realize we're all going our separate ways in life. Crazy, isn't it?

A semester off from school, for the first time in like 14 years? Yes, please. I'll be working out, working a lot, and going to church. I'm rather excited.

So do me a favor? Pray for me for this semester, because I really want this semester to change who I am.

How are you?

Btw, Cancun was amazing!! I want to go back so bad!!

Love you guys,
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Friday, July 2, 2010

Time...

I look at the date today and it's July 2nd, 2010.

Wow.

Half-way through another year, and it blows my mind. I think the days are going by faster, but I know that's a dumb thought because there's only 24 hours in a day no matter how you slice it.

I really wish I could start writing down everything I do every day and see how much time I waste, it's probably a lot.

This morning, for some odd reason the Lord has just put the world on my heart. I don't know how to explain it. I guess because I had to get a new Facebook, and I saw someone that had blocked me because of a feud and I just messaged him and I don't know the Lord got me thinking.

Why do we fight with people? Why do we bicker? Why can't we just love each other like we're called to. Sure, sarcasm is funny but sometimes it can really hurt people, and I've witnessed it, and probably done it to someone.

I just really have this deep passion in my heart for everyone to get along, I know that's strange. But it's true. Why do we have political parties? Why can't everyone work to make our country better, make people's living situations better?

I just need to stop wasting my time with pettiness, and stuff and just love people and show them the Love of Christ. Talking about someone, being at odds with other Christians, just isn't of the Lord.

Man, God is good.

I'll close with this song that I love!

You Said
You said, "Ask and you will receive, whatever you need."
You said, "Pray and I'll hear from Heaven,
and I'll heal your land."

You said Your glory will fill the earth
like water the sea.
You said, "Lift up your eyes;
the harvest is here, the kingdom is near."

You said, "Ask and I'll give the nations to you."
oh Lord, that's the cry of my heart.

Distant shores and the islands will see your light as it rises on us.

Praying for you,
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